Hoshin, that's really cool. I'm not a buddhist, but of all the "ists", I have to say that by and large, those kind of ists really seem to be on the ball.
Once while meditating, this ghastly demon/succubus/zombie looking face popped up out of the darkness in color and 3D, right in my face. I felt the initial reaction of shock and repulsion starting but somehow I was drawn to gaze in it's eyes. I saw nothing but pure suffering and the need to be acknowledged there. I was totally overcome by a tender feeling of compassion and sorrow. The features on it's face softened and it dissolved, as though it had been released.
Sometimes I feel that in another life I might have taken a boddhisatva vow, and now I'm having second thoughts.
If only I could find a way to help.
I'll find a way.
